Mum

Tomorrow will mark the six month anniversary of Mums death.Its still so raw and feels like it was yesterday,but its been six months.Life has continued I have returned to Asia.Yet the reality has still not hit.I still find myself checking skype to see if she is online or sending her notes over facebook.The thought of letting go is far to hard.
Death another transition ,I wont be with her again in this life.I am now an orphan.It hurts so much.She is another ripple that is fading away.Yet I will see  her again in the beauty of His glory.I am thankful for that.

Goodbye

 Goodbyes are a huge part of all of our lives.At first I thought it was just because of the lifestyle we lived but goodbyes are for everyone.Its true it is intensified here.Nothing stays the same people die,people leave and a void is created.We are in our last year here in Asia,having said so many goodbyes in the last 10 years and now its our time to go.Its hard to not really know the future but we know that the Father is always the same and will never leave us or forsake us.I love it,I hate it all at the same time but I am so grateful that every goodbye means that someone has really enriched my life.Thank you for all the tears and the joy.Thank you Father for the privilege of being with you here.Thank you  that goodbye is not the end because one day it will be Hello and that will be forever.